moving on...

no need to lug a big heavy bag to work everyday
no need to spend $50 on plain t-shirts with extra holes
no more shorter lunch breaks and after work breaks
...
but moving on also means
no more being the nutrition and antibodies provider
no more cuddling up with wyy when she nurses
no more having wyy play with my hair or sticking her fingers into my nostrils when she lies down on my lap
no more seeing wyy stick out her tongue between milk breaks

i'm going miss being this special experience but this is a good time to move on.
The sleep training was so successful, we have managed to dissociate sleeping from milk and mummy xiu and it seems that wyy is ready to let go.

so mummy xiu is letting go too...